weird dream

had a weird dream this morning...Alex and i were gonna meet for dinner, he was running a little late. i got there and the waiters were putting together tables nearby for a big party. a couple of the women who were with the party sat down and recognized me. i didn't have a clue who these people were. then the rest of the party showed. The two ladies shouted to Clau to see that i was there and she ended up giving me the dirtiest look when Alex finally showed. i went to him to see if we could just leave and we did. We ended up at a fair or circus or something and he ended up winning me some stuffed bears. We went back to the hotel we were staying in and while heading to our room, i ran into some girls i knew in high school, DeeDee and Lana. They were working as maids but had a singing group that they put together and invited Alex and i to go. However i wanted to get some sleep first (don't you love it when you want sleep while you are actually sleeping?). On our way back to the room, Gary Busey shows up and tries to grab me. i yell at him not to touch me. In return, he calls me a son of a bitch in which i responded "daughter, thank you, very much". Alex and i race to the room at this point because who knows what Gary would do. When we get there, the room doesn't look like it did when we left but it is our room because we see our things there. i go to lock the door but it didn't have locks, however there was an outer glass door that had a turn key to lock the door but it wouldn't stop once locked so you had to pay attention how far you turned it. i noticed that it was locked but i also then noticed that there was a mouse trapped inside this glass door. i screamed and ran into the room and the alarm went off.

long time coming

been busy with crafty stuff and reading bunches of ian rankin books that mom sent me. this year has been very roller coaster with the death of my grandmother and more foot problems. i'm very thankful that i still have my job that i love and that alex is working with the county nearby. i'm thankful to have our wonderful cats although they sometimes drive me crazy. i'm hoping to get some writing done soon after the holidays and hopefully that will help me drive some demons out as there are times i'm still haunted, causing me to wonder how much of it is my own doing. gotta love the holidays and ending of the year to make re-evaluations come to light.

Feliz Navidad!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Fe11OlMiz8

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/21134540/vp/28033327#28033327

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vn55ZdmBPJ4

girly

actually did something girly today...i had my very first pedicure! i've got me some pretty toes!

"no such thing as pledged delegate"?

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2008/04/04/AR2008040401222.html

i have lost even more respect for billary

how the tex was won

although the count has still not come in the caucus results i think i might know how billary won the primary thanks to family

talked to mom last week. as the only known open democrat in my family besides Uncle Bobby (although i wouldn't doubt aunt cathy being a closeted democrat...no pun intended) it is always interesting getting perspective from the republicans in my family. my uncle Eddie who subscribes to Rush Limbahness voted for billary. This was the first time i had seen a possible trend spoken on cnn to come true. Eddie voted for billary in the open primary because he does feel that she would be easier to beat come November. wow. with texas being a republican state i now can see where billary would have gotten the votes.

on a side note, my father still claims me to be family since i will not be voting her.