Thursday, February 7, 2008

just a small whimper

I don't think I'm gonna give anything up for lent this year. It's usually hard for me to think of what to give up because I tend to have to give up a lot of things already due to the IBS.

My temper has been eratic lately which hasn't been good. I was sick last week with migraine and was out all day Friday. Still feel like I'm playing catch up because on top of my regular work, I've had to train with a new procedure for the research at work. I'm so happy that it's Thursday though. Back to my temper...I tend to be really loyal. If I could, I would give out money to those in need. Today, a co-worker asked for money. I was glad to help. Since I have the nissan today, I thought she could go with me. She really didn't want to. My temper flared in which made me feel like she was a little ungrateful since I was going to be getting money for her but she would rather not go with me. I was readjusting my lunch plans for her. I finally thought it over after I got the money and was in line for lunch (since I now had to pick up lunch). I decided to just get over it and as a gesture (her not even knowing I was upset) I got her a smoothie at the place I went to. When I brought it in, she didn't believe I had gotten it for her. That made me feel better than just giving her the money. Maybe I can still make progress.

In other health news, seems that maybe exercise has taken my IBS to the other extreme. We'll have to wait and see after lunch!!!!

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